Hi people!
I'm very excited, because I finally found my drive again. The last few weeks I felt pretty exhausted and I wasn't making anything anymore. I felt the assignments from school didn't suit me, so I postponed and postponed till the point I found myself in a lazy-series watching-unhappy student.
This feeling had to end, but I find it very hard to make the first step into the right direction.
Yesterday I went to school and spoke to my teacher about my situation and the fact that I don't know what to present on the assessment-presentation coming Monday. I felt ashamed because I hadn't done anything. Even though I'm not the only one in the class, I hate this feeling. I like to make people proud, make myself proud. He told me to just show what I have and take the assessment as a reflection, a self-reflection.
Yesterday I went to school and spoke to my teacher about my situation and the fact that I don't know what to present on the assessment-presentation coming Monday. I felt ashamed because I hadn't done anything. Even though I'm not the only one in the class, I hate this feeling. I like to make people proud, make myself proud. He told me to just show what I have and take the assessment as a reflection, a self-reflection.
So when I got home I started, not particularly on a school assignment, just started creating again. It felt good. And so, I made this painting, a self-portrait, which I will present on Monday. Literally a self-reflection.
Thanks for reading! And if you're feeling down, just start! It's easier said than done, but it's the only remedy.
Toodles!!
baak het is echt prachtig!!!
ReplyDeleteje stukje maar ook je schildering!
echt prachtig!